Peering through the fog of doubtfulness, I finally see the way out of it. God is sufficient for any situation, and I finally understand what do we mean by "God is faithful". It means God is committed to love you, taking care of you until the very end and His love is never fails. He loves us more than we do and he shows his consistency in loving us, the faithfulness.
I wish I can love Him more day by day, sing praises to Him and I want to serve Him. Each and everyday I pray to get closer to Him, physically get closer to the house of God, start with moving down to KL. I experienced the abundance of life before, when I included my God in my daily life. This is the long absense happiness and joyfulness that I've been missed. Now I am hunger for a change, a reconciliation of getting back to His track as I know He is waiting for me at the end of the journey. Nope, He will be accompanying me towards the eternity if I am willing to open my arms.
I confess all the sins that I have committed when I derailed, and I hope God will pardon me and cleanse away my sin with His precious blood. Forgive me Lord, my father. Keep on eye on me so that I do not do things that you dislike. Make me humble before you as I want to worship you with all my heart. Revive me, when I surrender myself before the almighty God.
I realized the period of depression won't last long, as God will help me through. With patience, I am expecting the change in me.
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