Sophia always says I settled for phony smiles in front of camera, where is my real smile? Before I get to know her closely, I seldom took photos and therefore I don really realize that I don't know how to smile when people says "cheeessee". My smile is so vain, as people can notice from the photographs. Truly, I believe a real smile expresses from the heart, and not from the lips.
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When the relationship started, we took a lot of photos and she said I looked great when I smile. It has a become a practice to me as we took tens of hundreds of photos, and learning to smile before camera make your smile looks more genuine in other people's eyes. So as worship to God. When you have learnt ways to worship God, even you are not truly in emotion or ready to celebrate, people can't easily notice you. But phoniness before God is unacceptable.
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I am learning to be honest to myself, friends, loves one and God each and everyday. Inherently, I am good in hiding my emotions and people always labelled me as "great pretender", 'hypocrite" or "actor of the year". Realizing that keep on hiding myself will lost myself eventually, I want to be truthful, to express the real me and to allow people understand me....
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